That's it for me, I'm out.

Went to 'Corot to Monet' today just to see this.










And everything came flooding back, the endless wrestle between ambition and alone, between city and sea. You can't buy prints of it, so I almost spent £200 buying an enormous framed version of this.

But for some reason all the printing places in the UK operate out of the States, and you can't select how you want it cropped on allposters, so I just left it. I just left it. I just left it.

Click the Mr Hudson cover below so it opens in a new tab, then click the first painting above (La Ferte by Bonington) and just stare at it for three minutes. A painting from a hundred years ago and a song that's not released yet. This is what hasn't been realised yet - a real juxtaposition of the present with the beauty of the past.

Imagine one night a month in the National Gallery or the Tate Britain where they just play different types of music so you can see how different music interacts with different art.

I'm 30 years old and I haven't done anything yet. I don't mean to sound melancholy, I am, but I don't mean to sound it.

I just left it.